I’m tired 

I’m tired
Tired of trying
Hoping
Wishing

I’m tired
Tired of guessing
Calculating
Conniving

I’m tired
Tired of trusting
Gullible
Deceiving

I’m tired
Tired of waiting
Being strong
Not showing too much emotion

I’m tired
Tired you’ll never find me
Or when you do I’ll be too broken
Too broken to recognise you
Too broken to believe you
Too broken to let you in

I’m tired
But I’ll not let it win
…I’m not too tired to give up on you